![]() ♡ Sollux still a very busy person, he’s loves coding after all, so there’s times where he will forget giving you attention, so you might have to spend some time struggling with trying to gain affection from him, he’s not doing it on purpose, he’s just a nerd. ♡ He does make an effort to try to be more affectionate, sitting closer to you, trying to hold or hand, or cuddling, he’s not suave about it, but he’s trying, he even tries to kiss you more, and honestly he ends up enjoying it. ♡ Once he does figure it out, he feels kinda guilty about it, like he’s the reson you’re feeling uncomfortable with not telling him that, because he’s a dick, he eventually kicks himself out of self guilty and goes talk to you, he’s very awkward with affection, so he prefer to talk things over. Are so embarrassed that there was the slightest possibility that someone who knew Karkat saw you fall and run to the bathroom in shame to cherish your dignity while you still had it.♡ Look, this boy is either too caught up on his computer stuff to notice it, or he’s just dosen’t realise you want affection, it takes a long while for him to figure it out, he’s not good with emotions, you might want to drop some hints to make it easier for him. You…ġ.Kick him while he is down and curse him out, making sure that he knew it was his fault that he got in the way of you and your love, and then try to catch up to Karkat.Ģ.Figure that it was partially your fault anyway and decide to be a good person and help him pick his stuff up, even though it’ll mean you’ll lose Karkat in the crowd.ģ. You look back and see that Karkat is about to leave, starting to get lost into the crowd, and you look back and see that the new kid’s books and papers flew all over and he was trying to gather them together, while the crowd of other kids stepped all over them and his hands. But, you’re still pissed about how he had gotten in the way of you and your happily ever after, the man you wanted to be your matesprit and live happily ever after with. His jet black hair, spiked in the back, with sideburns and bangs in front his nerdy looking 3D glasses the way he dressed, you couldn’t help but feel impressed that it wasn’t some complete loser. As your vision starts to come back and you see even more clearly, you see that he was actually really cute, in his own nerdy way. You weren’t exactly sure of this, but you’ve never seen him around, so you couldn’t help but figure that it was. You look up to see what dimwit has gotten in your way and you see that he must’ve been the new kid you heard a lot about. ![]() You were so focused on getting to the love of your life that you completely ignored the fact that there was a kid you weren’t able to get around. You go to call out to him, so he knows that you’re coming, but then…. You can’t control yourself and you begin running towards him, pushing past people as if they were just obstacles in your way. Quickly cutting down hallways and turning here and there, until you see him halfway down the hall, getting his books from his bag, in to his locker. You think back to ‘needing’ to see him, and you find yourself walking aimlessly towards the direction of where his locker was at. So, you quickly wanted to shake that out of your head. Depression, it would eventually come if you thought about it for too long. Both made you hesitant and just the thought of losing him, it made your head swirl in ways that you wish it never would. You knew it would be risky to tell him how you felt and you weren’t sure if you wanted to take the risk of losing your greatest friendship if he rejected you or you two ended up breaking up and having an awkwardness amongst you both. Every time you were around him, you felt your heart flutter and mind race, it happened when you even thought about him. Well, because, lately, you have developed more feelings for him, than just the brotherly and sisterly love. ![]() Now, you’re in your third year of high school together and you can’t wait to see him, again. You guys bonded after that and ended up growing up together, becoming best friends. This morning was dreadful, and you knew, the only way to make it better was to go see your best friend, Karkat Vantas, who one day shared his crayons in kindergarten when you broke yours. Your lusus kept bothering you and nagging you about brushing your hair and your teeth, and making sure you ate, like they do every morning. You walk into school after a long morning at home. Beginning://: You are now a Junior, and have somewhat power over the smaller grades, but the Seniors still rule the school.
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